i like the idea of having a bf but then i remember every man is only driven by the desire to get pussy.

even if we go on a cute date or cuddling in bed or playing a video game together, he will always expect sex at the end of it. it makes me feel like a prostitute.

i always get the “i have something to tell you…” text from 99% of the guy friends or acquaintances i’ve had. i just block them and cut things off irl because my brain just switches off from seeing them as human.

it’s hard for me to imagine them as anything other than rapists and perverts waiting for the right moment.

am i asexual or just gay?