I'm not "unlikable". I just can't go out of my way to make friends. It has to come naturally. I've had on three entirely separate occasions someone tell me I'm they're "favorite" user of a site/forum. I just take it and think "cool but why?", y'know. I can't make an effort to become acquaintances either. I don't know how to talk to people. But on the rare times I do come out my shell, I do fine. I think.

Anyways, yeah it gets depressing as fuck sometimes. It's not "I feel alone sometimes" anymore. It's "I feel alone all the time".