She was never attracted to you.
You are just a tool for her. You will never be any other thing to her.

You are a nice, dependable and useful male that it's not genetically fit to put your seed on her.

But you are very fortunate, want to learn why?

Because since you are ghosting her right now, you will never experience the martyrdom of hearing her telling you (with juicy details reserved to gay friends) how he fucked seven niggers in one night just for fun in her last trip.