>meet fit girl at gym
>she's beautiful, great body, hard working, wealthy, and god fearing
>we hit it off from the beginning, very heavy feelings for each other
>3 months together, amazing experiences with travel, holidays, and just being around each other often
>have another amazing weekend together with her
>sunday morning comes, she leaves before I even wake up
>I wake up, and immediately knew something was wrong
>we had plans that day, she tells me to meet me at the local coffee shop first for a "life update"
>we meet in the parking lot, she tells me she got an unexpected offer at work to move to another state and she accepted it
>this will be the end of us for now, but she plans on returning home after a year or two and wants to rekindle things then
>grieve this breakup for weeks
>crying alone at home while flipping through pictures we took together
>found a text I screencapped from her where she said she had prayed for a man like me, and that this was the beginning of forever for us
>cried deeply
>we keep up with each other through text, talking as friends actually was going well
>we haven't talked in a few weeks, sent her a text a few days ago
>still no response from her
>stupidly google her name because I couldn't help myself
>find her facebook page
>several facebook posts from over a year ago of her looking for certain areas to live in this new state
>she knew over a year ago that she was moving
>this wasn't a random offer from work, this was a scheduled move when she was able to sub-lease her house
>still haven't received a text back

I knew deep down that there would never be a rekindling of this relationship but I held onto hope as long as I could. If she really wanted to be with me as bad as she said, then she wouldn't have left me. I have had nothing but bad experiences with relationships for my entire life. Cheating, zero effort, or completely random out of the blue breakups like this. I keep trying though in hopes that one day I will find my person.