also I have another question.
every time you bring up some physical defect, women say
>oh there are girls out there who won't mind (at least this implies it's bad, though it still implies the woman speaking WOULD mind)
or if they're bold
>i actually know guys with that defect and they've dated. the woman says they never noticed (again implying that the speaker WOULD notice and dislikes that trait)
but I think that women have this idea of some perfect guy except for that one defect, when in reality the man with the defect is perfectly average in all ways plus the defect. Even IF there are women who look past (or LIKE!) that features (shortness, narrow shoulders, etc.) are there enough women out there who like that defective trait for every man who has that trait? no answers so far...
>oh i don't notice any physical features at all! just be confident! women love confidence teehee
why are women hardwired to lie? why are they so concerned with face that they'll prevaricate to avoid being unpleasant? do they not care past a certain point because they've been socialized to accept that they'll settle for a mid to ugly dude for a 'friendship' marriage and steadily tapering maintenance sex?

if I know this is true? if i know it's bullshit, then why do I CARE SO MUCH?!!??! I wasted my whole day babysitting this thread. I'm a virgin so I don't even know what I'm missing. I could've practiced music or drawing or studied a new subject today but instead I wasted it on BLACK PILL BRAIN ROT!!!!!! but if the black pill is right then i need to discard it like a ladder. it took me to the next place, exhausting its purpose. WHY AM I SO STUPID?!?!?! WHY DOES THE BELL CURVE CURSE MEN TO FAILURE FROM WITHIN THE WOMB? WHY DO I CARE IF I KNOW IT'S SUPERFICIAL AND INSIPID! I know that for as long as I'm insecure, my chances go from slim to none, because it's impossible to connect with someone when I only view them as a means to affirm my worth... but why do I care...????