>PLAYAN
Pikmin 1 Beat it blind a week ago, gonna try to beat my score of 24 days, chess blitz
>WATCHAN
Youtube videos, been watching alot old LPs from the early 2010s/late 2000s
>LISTENAN
Whatever random song comes on my 2000 song long AIMP3 playlist

>READAN
J powell's transcripts (I gamble on his speeches)
>EATAN
Breakfast: Waffles
Dinner: Cucumbers, Peppers, Cheese, Feta Cheese, Pasta
Snack: Cookies

>DRINKAN
Milk

>FAPPAN
Idk whatever i feel like at the moment
>FEELAN
Emptyness, a lack of identity. I'm mentally not well and i'm very aware of it, i'm also aware that there is not much i can do about it other then distract myself with games.

>>81793827
>be me, 6'0
>age 18
>137 lbs because I have an eating disorder
>go to college full-time while working full-time
>leaves almost no time for exercise or food prep, swell up considerably
>after being too afraid to check my weight, clock in at 245 lbs this past November
>wife is immediately diagnosed with cancer around Christmas time
>decide to take the summer off for once as a teacher, focus only on diet and exercise
>old shirts fit again
>pants fit a bit better
>decide to check my weight again
>262 lbs
I guess I didn't realize that 6 months of eating like absolute dogshit due to stress would take such a toll. I've shown all of my /fit/ friends my diet and they agree I'm on the right track. I've definitely /lost/ weight since I can fit into old shirts again, but there's still quite a ways to go.
My weekend will be spent mired in self hatred and loathing, again.