i posted myself on a /soc/ body board again. i do this occasionally and its very well liked. i know I have a good body, which is probably why i do it. however, im asexual and feel no sexual attraction whatsoever. I dont know if ill ever come to my senses or why i keep doing this. im not complimented elsewhere, not ever.
i lost a good friend when he found out i was doing stuff like this. I think he blocked me.
anyway my life is rlly shit other than that. even after I stop, even if its all in the past, ik if my future partner found out I was being such a whore then I'm sure he would block me as well.

u can reply and tell me I'm stupid lol, I already know that. ill go read romance manga to cure my depression :p