I want a girlfriend so bad, I am so isolated. I try not to post in these threads or on here in general but holy fuck I want to kill myself.
I just don't even know how to BEGIN to find a female friend, let alone trying to find a partner. I hate pooners so much because these fucking cock obsessed whores are such femoid-brained breeders, they don't know what its like to be surrounded by mostly men their whole life. they dont know what its like to have male dominated interests. or have a "male sexuality" which is just. homosexuality.
I want to be loved so badly, man. I havent had a real friend in years, I havent had any true contact with the outside world in years. I feel like my brain is fucked due to years upon years of being a recluse + being raised as a recluse.
. I am a WOMAN. I deserve their attention, not men. I dont even hate men, I just wish women loved me as much as they love men. I hate how women dont even treat me like I am one of them. I hate how I cant relate to them. Im sick of male worship.

idk angry period-induced rant over. i just hate my life. i want to kill a man and possess his body.