I think I got about 2 more attempts with girls I would actually desire in me before I say fuck it, going to settle for single mom

Yes it's cucked and pathetic, but there could be upsides. I could get to be a dad...I would love to be a dad, a cool little buddy to play video games with, that could be fun. Be a woman's knight in shining armor. Her freinds calling me a hero. there is SOME benifit (doesn't outweight the negitives but its there)
And who knows, I could have my own kid with her, it's not ideal but my bloodline continues, better than nothing.

I have 2 rules if I'm going to do this
The kid must be a boy (FUCK dating a girl with a daughter, if she finds me kind of annoying one phone call and one lie can ruin my life forever)

2. No Mutts (closes the potentials, but this is a hard line)

So yeah, if I do fail my next two attempts I have lined up and say fuck it, single mom pill, is this as bad as an idea as people make it sound?