I'm pretty drunk right now but I had an encounter tonight that pissed me off so I'm just gonna rant about it.
I'm gonna get dragged for this post but I don't really care desu.
I've always been a very lazy smart person. I know that I am smart and capable of doing more but I've never seen the point in doing more than what is required.
I've never had that spark that other people do, I don't work on personal projects, I don't do much studying in my free time, the nerdiest thing I do is read novels.
But I have an Electrical Engineering degree and graduated with a 4.0 in College, because failure was never an option for me growing up. I just do it cause I was told to.

Anyway, enough of the humble bragging bullshit. Tonight I encountered this guy that I knew in High School.
He's always been the typical reddit nerd. He programs, wears glasses, is skinny as fuck, basically imagine McLovin.
I've never been like that, I've never had a massive ego. I hate myself so much and I always think I'm the dumbest person in the room. The only reason I think I'm smart is because other people told me I am and looking back I guess I have the resume to prove it.
But these fucking redditor pseudo-intellectual assholes always think I'm fucking stupid and it honestly annoys me because I know for a fact I'm way smarter than them.

Guys walk up to me like "What do you do?" and I tell them I'm a High School teacher and they scoff and they're like "What did you study?" and I say "Electrical Engineering" and then they're like "But you're a HS teacher?" and I'm like "yeah?" and then they try to give me a fucking pop quiz on Electrical Engineering like I need to prove what I fucking went to school for. Fuck them, I always ignore their stupid bullshit midwit quizzes and just say "I'm not gonna prove myself to you, I don't really care."

Just so fucking annoying man. why am I like this. I honestly wish I was more like them, then I wouldn't suffer in the labyrinth of my own mind so much.