Ex chad with a bodycount just shy of 3 figs, haven't gotten shit in 2 years. My ex dumping me shattered my brain and gave me severe social anxiety. People wouldn't believe the low inhibitions I used to have and the things I've done. Sometimes, I don't even believe I used to have that much balls. Feels like I've lived 2 different lives entirely.

Next step is drugmaxxing. I know if I fall for the "fear exposure" meme, I'll just negative feedback loop myself deeper into the pit. I already cringe at everything I do in public.

I just wanna see one more woman's body before WW3 kicks off. Any retired ex-slayers ITT who can relate?