I think being abandoned and orphaned at such a young age caused me extreme pain and grief, and I remember often times I wasn't comforted I wasn't spoken to, what I remember is I was put in front of a TV with a movie on and that was pretty much my only consolidation I think.

I think the movies along with the extreme grief let me down this path, because of the nature of what I was experiencing I was given really sad movies to watch but for children.

But anyway, I guess I don't know if it goes hand in hand or what it is, if it's really necessary to show that kind of perspective in regards with emotions like grief and sadness.

Like basically the main character in these shows is really sensitive, it's hinted at that their sensitive and that other characters that are basically kids are in similar situations but they're not as effected by it for some reason. I don't remember many of the movies I watched, I don't think the movies they put on to comfort my grief were really that bad. But I remember The Land Before time for some reason, and the main character littlefoot is basically a baby. He's portrayed as being very sensitive for some reason. I must have been like 2 years old when I watched it but I remember a lot od things. I think if it wasn't for the dissociation, I would have been a lot more with it.