>>81791442
started pretty decent, went downhill, and now i feel like shit like i do every other friday of the week. now im just listening to music trying to suppress the bad feelings but it's not really working.
>melatonin
im starting to think its a scam because everyone i know (me included) says that it doesnt do anything.
good luck with the training stuff also. change is bettr than doing nothing and rotting in your room forever. if the job turns out to be hell, then you can just quit anyway.