>>40039092
I guess you don't, or I've not figured it out, the only thing I've found that helps is de-isolating but of course the trans experience is inherently isolating when you're surrounded by cis people.
I just sort of get a hollow yearning when I see other people fulfilling something I can't.
I can't fake a smile, but I try to be glad at least someone is living in a way I wish I could, as much sombre acceptance as anything.
I suppose I try and target the isolation (at least in relation to transition) by talking here and a few other places, it makes it a bit more bearable.
>>40032708
>The military tends to attract repressing trans women
Sorry, saw this but yeah damn I know that feel, someone should really study the phenomenon I think.