This is gonna sound pathetic, but i get really scared and nervous whenever I cut myself. Im only ever able to do cat scratches, but I want to go deeper. I just get so tense and anxious and it usually takes me multiple attempts just to get a real cut done because I keep pussying out. How do I get over this?

i only have cat scratches and i feel like such an attention seeking whore. I want to cut deeper but im too much of a coward ;-;