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I would tell you to be careful with any drastic measures and any immediate methods, Enlightenment, overcoming and victory are gradual paths, do not let yourself be discouraged by stumblimgs. Keep your discipline and focus, and use your stumblings as motivation to not stumble again.Try meditating, praying or other rituals that work on your inner self. Try to wake up before sunrise, eat little and eat well when you are not fasting, avoid meat and semen waste, and mostly read traditional books, be it on Hinduism, Buddhism, or even Christianity (if it's not the lunar and submissive path). I wish you good luck and may your victory be glorious, brother.
Hail Victory!