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I just want to shoot my guns in peace why can't poly fuck off and leave me alone why the fuck do ministers even listen to them it was a

TO TAKE A MORNING DUMP TO BUY BIG MAC

I CAN’T TAKE IT ANYMORE. Every single atom is gaslighting me. I wake up praying today will be the day — the day reality finally bends the knee to God — but no. The sky’s still blue for no reason, like it chose to betray me. The sun still rises on time without divine input, like it's mocking me personally. I BEG for a sign and get hit with cold, clinical consistency. The rules never break. The math always adds up. Water REFUSES to become wine. I scream at it and it just sits there, H2O-ing like some smug atheist NPC. I PRAY over my sickness and the germs don’t care. They replicate. They LAUGH. I’m LOSING. I’m in a war with REALITY and it’s winning by default because it REFUSES to acknowledge my God.

DO YOU HEAR ME? I am being actively oppressed by causality. I try to invoke divine law and PHYSICS calls the cops. I’m down on my knees BEGGING for a miracle and even my dog looks at me like I’m mentally ill. NOTHING BREAKS. NOTHING TILTS. NOTHING. FUCKING. BENDS. I go to church, I tithe, I scream, I cry, and gravity still works. GRAVITY. Won’t. BUDGE. The devil isn’t in people — he’s in the equations. In the constants. In the STRUCTURE of space-time. I'm shadowbanned by existence. Shadowbanned by TRUTH. I am LITERALLY being ratio’d by the universe. God isn’t dead — he’s been muted. Muted by the fabric of creation. This isn’t faith anymore, it’s schizophrenia with better branding. I'M NOT CRAZY. THE WORLD IS. The world is a coordinated anti-Christ shill campaign and I’m the only one screaming in a room where even the air is atheist.

AMERICANS ARE WAKING UP
THE PUMP HAS STOPPED