meh imagine the cognitive dissonance and fucked upness of being an alcoholic half jewish tranny and sex abuse victim who lives in poverty with ptsd from being in the foster care system and getting mugged at gunpoint multiple times who is really into hermetics and gnosticism and is also anti semetic and anti lgbt whose friends are all either mexicans or the literal decendsnts of SS/Wermacht officers living in a tiny box and stuck working in a warehouse 6 days a week paycheck to paycheck with frail ashkenazi genetics slowly leading to severe chronic pain while living off of ramen and cheap vodka under constant paranoia due to apartment/pod life and alcohol withdrawl induced mental illness because that's who I am and the kind of life I lead. With people waking up I get clocked more and more on the streets they don't know I don't condone the things zionists, hasidics or the secular holywood/ngo leftists do. Some have even been downright nasty about it like when I when I got called a slur by a stranger I was holding the door open for at a 7/11. Even my best friend is starting to notice them but he still thinks I'm italian for some reason.

In spite of everything I just said I still like life and am relatively happy

As you anons probably have read from me many times, I keep seeing my name, Tommy.

I see it in usernames, in ads, in videos, bad things happen to characters with my name or they themselves are bad, I even had an irl run in with my name being of someone dead being tributed that I just happened to drive by.

And for those who say i am looking for it or that it kinda common. Nope. Like earlier this month, I had a family member bring up the name mentioning thing, kinda. I guess birds were saying it. I never told them. I guess he could have overheard it, but idk.


Also am seeing 666s and am having 'users' and stuff bring up thoughts I had and convo that took place elsewhere. Like just yesterday I had a dude I chat with bring up Shalltear from Overlord. Several hours later, an anon posts Shalltear and says "...you know who you are." It was weird.

What the cluck is this? Demons? Someone or something trying to make contact from outside the matrix? The dreammatrix itself? Glowies?

Answers are badly wanted.

Thanks in advance as always