>>40316249
Can't escape the cluster B no matter how hard i try haha
Oh well, no point in dwelling on it.

I relapsed and started cutting again. My girlfriend isn't having a good time and I don't want to worry her, and I'd rather not bother my friends or make them concerned about me too, so, I don't really have anyone to talk to. I'm okay, its just lonely.

This world is awful, but not everyone in it is so bad. I hate seeing all of my friends suffer at the hands of an angry mob who could never understand what we go through, and I hate seeing my family get crushed by work or give into the ignorance of others and become corrupted by the hate. I wish I could do something, anything, but I can barely help myself and a few friends, let alone everyone. I feel so helpless and useless.