When looking back on my life, it's hard to understand
How time just seems to fly when you're an older man
Whatever happened to all the dreams I had, and all those crazy plans
I never got the chance to do, they just slip right through my hands
Through my hands
Through my hands
When looking back on all I've learned, I find it hard to tell
If there really is a Heaven, or if there really is a Hell
It's an age-old conversation, it's been had since dawn began
But you seem to spend more time on it when you're an older man
An older man
An older man
And this could be my last song
My final swan song
Before the curtain call
And I hope I played my part well
For I know so well
There's no encore

Lately I've been hard to reach I've been too long on my own Everybody has a private world
Where they can be alone
Are you calling me, are you trying to get through
Are you reaching out for me, I'm reaching out for you

I'm just so fuckin' depressed I just cant seem to get out this slump
If I could just get over this hump
But I need something to pull me out this dump I took my bruises, took my lumps
Fell down and I got right back up But I need that spark to get psyched back up
In order for me to pick the mic back up I don't know how I pry away
And I ended up in this position I'm in I starting to feel distant again
So I decided just to pick this pen
Up and tried to make an attempt to vent
But I just can't admit Or come to grips, with the fact that I may be done with rap
I need a new outlet I know some shits so hard to swallow
And I just can't sit back and wallow
In my own sorrow
But I know one fact I'll be one tough act to follow
One tough act to follow I'll be one tough act to follow
Here today, gone tomorrow
But you have to walk a thousand miles

In my shoes, just to see
What it's like, to be me I'll be you, let's trade shoes
Just to see what it'd be like to
Feel your pain, you feel mine
Go inside each other's mind
Just to see what we find
Look at shit through each other's eyes
But don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful oh
They can all get fucked.
Just stay true to you so
Don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful
Oh they can all get fucked. Just stay true to you

I mean, there's no denying it. Jet is still getting swatted in coney island like some kind of nincompoop and it's 2025. Where is Letty? She's flying all over the world fucking streamer degenerates and getting her heart broke in Taiwan! You ever have your heart broke in Taiwan nigga? That shit is a privileged experience and most of us will never be so lucky. What's more? Simps are paying for the whole thing! She's like a celebrity pretty much or as good as one sort of. It's a whole thing with these girls they are flourishing in their lane like never before. You can't help but admire it, frankly. Except for Binx.

Jet Nep? He is stagnating. The old Jet was always growing. Getting smarter. Getting stronger. Getting taller. Now? He's just getting fatter. He's not maximizing his potential. He's just huffing galaxy gas and copium in a room with a bunch of other jets and getting swatted in road island. Even airsoftfatty is hanging out with rappers and selling out stadiums.

It's 2025 anybody can be somebody and where's jet? He's getting swatted in road island. Where you gonna be in 2026? Still getting swatted in road island?

Jet you need to break free and fly away

Just turn the fucking website and show into some cross of what it is now combined with chaturbate. You'll make way more money.

Keep the parasocial aspects. However, you need to make titty flashing microtransactions. Nobody wants to spend 200 dollars for you to turn down the thermostat retards. Some twerking microtransactions. Monetize the twerking and titty flashing. Do you know how many times these phukkin weirdos would buy the fishtoy to get Angie to show her titties if it was an option? The whole fucking show would be Angie and the other hoes standing in front of any given camera flashing their titties and twerking the whole time. They might not even get to sleep

The money would not stop coming in. It would be exactly like one of Andrew Tates e-brothels except the women would theoretically be allowed to leave and do other things. But they won't. You could be the Bosnian Andrew Tate without even having to move back to Bosnia.