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6/20/2025, 8:49:49 PM
>>713189979
There really is nothing better than total physical and mental contentment for just a little bit at a time that also keeps me able to do my job
>>713188608
Same thing I always do, cold turkey I just stop. I can do this with pretty much anything. Drinking I didn't really plan on it, just had too many shitty nights of sleep and said done. Same with vaping. Same with periods of appetite or physical self sabotage. Once my mind switches Im fine. Probably a byproduct of Bipolar II but is what it is.
This was a substance I like had to go way out of my way to acquire and use again. Im never around the stuff not a single friend uses. I hadn't taken it in like 8 years since college. Then went through DNM, dabbled, binged and quit for months, then slipped into it daily. So fortunately all I do to quit that part is like, not do the runaround on DNM plus the main one I used just got closed, its another sign.
As far as 7oh thats tricky because its just a drive or clearnet order away. But I dont want it. Like the thought of it just really grosses me out right now as does the flab Ive accrued from not working out. Realization hit so Im done. Only other thing might be grabbing a therapist to keep myself honest weekly.
>>713191181
Yea pretty much and Ive done it before. AA/NA is out of the option due to keeping this from my loving but aloof wife, however I do have a few online communities that help, and it's nice to have the flexibility of when to talk. The rest is staying busy. I have plenty of real endeavors I can focus on.
There really is nothing better than total physical and mental contentment for just a little bit at a time that also keeps me able to do my job
>>713188608
Same thing I always do, cold turkey I just stop. I can do this with pretty much anything. Drinking I didn't really plan on it, just had too many shitty nights of sleep and said done. Same with vaping. Same with periods of appetite or physical self sabotage. Once my mind switches Im fine. Probably a byproduct of Bipolar II but is what it is.
This was a substance I like had to go way out of my way to acquire and use again. Im never around the stuff not a single friend uses. I hadn't taken it in like 8 years since college. Then went through DNM, dabbled, binged and quit for months, then slipped into it daily. So fortunately all I do to quit that part is like, not do the runaround on DNM plus the main one I used just got closed, its another sign.
As far as 7oh thats tricky because its just a drive or clearnet order away. But I dont want it. Like the thought of it just really grosses me out right now as does the flab Ive accrued from not working out. Realization hit so Im done. Only other thing might be grabbing a therapist to keep myself honest weekly.
>>713191181
Yea pretty much and Ive done it before. AA/NA is out of the option due to keeping this from my loving but aloof wife, however I do have a few online communities that help, and it's nice to have the flexibility of when to talk. The rest is staying busy. I have plenty of real endeavors I can focus on.
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