After 1.5 years I suddenly miss her again, she was my best friend and I can't stop replaying all the happy memories in my head 24/7. Why is this happening?

>Icycrits was my 1th love
>Rudi was my 2th love
>Incestral was my 3th love
>Pozy was my 4th love
>Entangela was my 5th love
>Gisco was my 6th love
>Spitfire was my 7th love
>Jalopy was my 8th love
>Nizbun was my 9th love
>Doutei was my 10th love
>Khubbo was my 11th love
>Dohra was my 12th love
>Potatosock was my 13th love
>Musei was my 14th love
>Runeheal was my 15th love
>Sawicky was my 16th love
>Polywag was my 17th love
>Thaspion was my 18th love
>Ashanari was my 19th love
>Blueno was my 20th love
>Aeyr was my 21th love
>Deathsu was my 22th love
>Empy was my 23th love
>Koragon was my 24th love
>Fey was my 25th love
>Kaite was my 26th love
>Jocelyn was my 27th love
>Danielle was my 28th love
>Fallaa was my 29th love
>Pizzacat was my 30th love
>Lemondo was my 31th love
>Lynris was my 32th love
>Nastytaxi was my 33th love
>Loveoven was my 34th love
>Slaughterloc was my 35th love
>Yolocrits was my 36th love
>Vajeera was my 37th love
>Yorick was my 38th love
>Raichoo was my 39th love
>Roxy was my 40th love
>Kari was my 41th love
>Shiki was my 42th love
>Switch was my 43th love
>Bearheart was my 44th love
>Castelia was my 45th love
>Gruxx was my 46th love
>Dogman was my 47th love
>Froo was my 48th love
>Chen was my 49th love
>Giggleblush was my 50th love
>Linstead was my 51th love
>Pizzaburger was my 52th love
>Healforfun was my 53th love
>Ralph was my 54th love
>Spook was my 55th love
>Nastynate was my 56th love
>Puba was my 57th love
>Mobilitygodx was my 58th love
>Cuckmeup was my 59th love
>Haruna was my 60th love
>Lerou was my 61th love
>Bannix was my 62th love
>Von was my 63th love
>Qtbootygodx was my 64th love
>Playpal was my 65th love
>Niggertrey was my 66th love
>Tau was my 67th love
>Troves was my 68th love
>all offline since 2017

>Start new job
>Lunch, first day
>They're talking about video games
>Neat
>Chime in
>"So anon, what do you play?"
>Tell them I play WoW
>A wave of laughter errupts
>They start clapping their legs and point at me
>They tell me I can not be seriously playing WoW in 2025
>"Y-y-yes I d-d-do"
>Sense that I have just lost all of their respect
>They've been bullying me and eating my lunch every day since