>>40546450
I hope you find meaning and happiness in your current life anon. It all may seems pointless and miserable at times, but consciousness and life is fundamentally precious, and that includes yours, as well as mine. We may not get to choose how our current or future lives begins, but I do believe we get to decide how it ends, and the best thing you can do for your life and your consciousness is to live your life to the fullest and most truest form possible to you. I sincerely hope you keep pushing forward and never give up hope on living your best possible life. Godspeed, anon, and good luck, and please take care