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>>40592552
Thank you for your input, I am sure that the solution lies within me and that the path is a mental and spiritual one in the course of which I have to revise my relationship to God and the world.
I've ordered Jung's book Man and his Symbols as I've wanted to read it for a long time. I am realizing more and more that not everything is just coincidence but that there is something like a structure, in other words I am discovering my faith.

My new goal in life is also to overcome all the resentment and despair and to become a grounded person who can, at best, give advice to other seekers.

>>40592626
Christ seems to work but I feel like he resembles the Sun and his power lies above the doctrine of the church.