>just follow and do all these useless exercises instructed by some fat loony guy who died at 48, broke and in prison, this totally is real!
>what you want RESULTS? This is about opening your "mind"!

https://dokumen.pub/initiation-into-hermetics-2016nbsped-1885928122.html

Read and pratice, pratice, pratice. 1000 esoteric books wouldn't do for you what 30 min. of pratice daily will.
When you gradually grow into the book, you will notice that many psalms, prayers to angels and saints and so on are great hidden rituals for protection, balance etc.
Pic related.
Also, many hermetic praticioners take Jesus himself as their godhead, so, don't be morally stuck into religious conflict.

Blessings upon you!