>Read/Listen to something important multiple times.
>Legitimately just cannot comprehend what it is on a fundamental level.
>Struggle to even articulate verbally what few things I do understand.
This has gotten worse and worse throughout my twenties, there are so many basic concepts that I just cannot understand no matter how hard I try. You can ask me to ask someone a question on your behalf and I will forget the question in moments, or I'll ask the question then forget the response and have to fill in the blanks whilst my heart pounds frantically. I cannot function this way, everyone is getting extremely impatient with me and I'm getting too old to coast off the "he's just young" excuse. Is this actual idiocy? I mean I have a job and got a degree, true it was a fucking bachelors in history which is a meme that you can get with your eyes closed but surely that counts for something? Hell, I barely remember a thing from three years of university. I'm scared of my parents, I'm scared of the world, I'm scared of everything. At least I can comprehend existential terror, I live it daily.