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>Why didn't you pursue her
I did, what I didn't do is keep masking after having her become my gf, so she left my ass after 3 days.
I stopped pursuing women after that, If I can never truly be myself, then there's no point in trying to build a future with someone knowing it's founded on a giant lie.
All I can do is wait until I drop dead, and reincarnate into someone neurotypical enough to be worthy of love.