>>40972437
Every schizophrenic journey is unique to a very vast degree.
After 28 years of mental instability, I can say with certainty that no decade-long interval can be assigned a notion of 'like' anything.

From chambered hell levels in the perceptual nightmare of living, to heavenly states of enlightened thought, you have much to learn, or you will be simply floating on the edge of an abyss of mind and never truly excessively psychotic.

The doctors might have caught you early and preempted the disastrous fall into hell. Or you may simply be allocated a journey of some clarity.. Most probable when your virtues outweigh your perceived flaws, when those who would judge you in the spiritual realm find there is no benefit to escalation.

>>40972489
Comfy post, is comfy.

>>40972657
Interesting, thanks.

>>40672462
Persecution is negated when one becomes the certain one who is without flaw relative to the attacker.

Evolve your mind and knowledge.

Become the freedom that tolerates attackers.

Be one with the balance, and it will reassert its dynamic of harmony.

>>935683237
Why disturb the happy just because you are paranoid?

You need perspective.

In your terms:

Start with self-awareness of your own intellectual design relative to the majority and establish who is actually right, the happy many or the paranoid few.

Teslas blue fire would potentially make you recognize that all mentality when ordered similarly in such a field is in fact without desire to change things that matter little suddenly.