>>82420747
If I hadn't been such an anti-social loser, I probably could've actually gotten with my cousin. We were close our whole lives, but I became more of a recluse and wouldnt ever go hang out with her when she kept asking. God I fucking hate my retarded brain.

>>82241150
One time I was 15 and was friends with this 12 year old online. I never even wanted to do anything with her, but our other friends would constantly talk about how I wanted to fuck her and make jokes about it so I just ended up ghosting them all for a while. When I came back, everyone had kind of gone their own ways so we just talked for a little bit and split up again and then we all got together around the start of covid and it was like we never missed a beat. I wish I would've just told them to stop and stayed around because they really were probably the best friends I ever had. I just let the banter and insecurity get to me too bad. Now I have fucking no one.

I cant deal with long hair anymore. I was doing yard work yesterday and it kept slapping on my earbuds turning them off and on. Then I didnt get a shower because I was too tired and it literally looks like someone dumped a bucket of grease on me. I wanted to really like it but I am too lazy and greasy for it to work

>>82145075
Yes, and absolutely nothing has changed since then. Over a decade down the drain.

>>82121752
Seeing literal average skinny fat twinks like these have wildly popular onlyfans makes me so angry. I could've done this if it were around when I was a young twink. I could be fucking rich right now if I had been able to show my ass off to desperate men.

>>82089431
>missed Microsoft
>missed apple
>missed nvidia
>missed shorting the market in 2008
>missed the mobile app craze
>missed nvidia
>missed crypto
>missed ai
At some point you just accept you are cattle and not meant for greatness

>not hot enough to be attractive to normal women
>not ugly enough to be a fetish for mentally ill women

How do I cope with the fact I shaved possibly around 4 inches off my height by not eating well and exercising as a kid/teen? I could've been anywhere between 6'2 and 6'4

>>22838762
I just scratched my asshole through my pants and my fingers still smell like shit