I watched the Shoe video, probably won’t watch Alana or Leaflit’s reacts to it. It’s just more ragebait that’ll throw me off when I’m trying to work or grind my Umas.
Honestly, I might need to step away from chudtubers for a while. We are so vantablackpilled that I’m worried about what this is gonna turn me into. I always knew the political views these girls spewed were a bit skewed, but they were at least skewed in a fun way, like “Everyone around me is a retarded sheep”. Now, it’s, “Everyone around me is a murderous psychopath waiting for an opportunity to kill me the second they find out I’m anti-immigration”, and that just puts me in a really unhealthy mindset, and it’ll lead to a really bad crashout that’ll ruin my life if I let it linger in my mind for too long. Sure, it’s easy to say “60% of leftists are normal people who don’t want to kill you”. But it’s hard to find evidence of that, because the only evidence of a sane leftist is one who said nothing on the Charlie Kirk shooting. Not, “I hope they kill his family too”, not, “I’m not advocating for political violence (against my side), I simply don’t have sympathy for him”, just dead silence, and it’s easier to find proof than it is to find the lack of proof.
I dunno, man. I miss when Vtubers were full-on anime characters who separated their political views from their content. Now, I have to worry about if my oshi looks up my IRL name and tries to kill me for some random Youtube comments I made. Or hell, maybe her oil barons put out a hit on me or something. I can’t even fully deny that being possible anymore, with how the state of the world is. Hell, if I go to Pippa or Erina and try to chill and be apolitical, maybe Clara jumps in and starts spouting shit and starts investigating her fans for being “ex-chuds”.
I know, I know, sorry for the schizoposting. It’s just late, and my mind’s wandering too much. I just wanna go back, man…