>>939472246
I'm not going to do the full "life is worth living!" "suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem!!" routine but I was once standing on a ledge of a 12floor apartment block hoping to jump and end it. My plan was to smoke a cigarette then do it. I decided to have "just one more smoke" untl I had smoked the whole pack, Obviously I didn't jump but it was the most terrifying smoking session I've ever had.

I'm no longer suicidal. Hopefully you'll change your mind eventually too.