Thread 939469860

I've been high on morphine for hours and just now I had the dreaded wave of normality hit me. Guess it's time to take some more!

Feel feel to call me a loser addict or AMA or whatever you like. You can even give me advice if you think I deserve it.

Also, a few weeks ago I made a thread asking whether I should get a Casio Duro watch or an Invicta - most told me to get the Casio. I ended up buying it and really like it, so thanks /b/

>>939469860 (OP)
Broh more power to you. Do what you want, just dont let the substance control you. If its good its good.
Ever try opium? I tried making it myself once and failed horribly.

My drugs of choice is methamphetamine, and even though im not able to use right now I plan on it once im able to. A replacement for Adderall since my doctors won't prescribe me legally.

I actually overdosed on oxycodone before. Not my best time.

>>939470795
I've never smoked opium but I get my fix from tea made from the dried poppies alongside pills when I can get them. I've tried growing pods from poppy seed since I've got sacks of them I don't have a use for but they usually die after a few weeks!

This is all in budget so I don't need to be a scumbag burglar or thief to pay for my habit. I've never tried meth but wouldn't say no. I keep hearing it makes your libido intense which would be a good thing for me since opoids kill it.

>>939471331
Make tea from unwashed poppy seeds. that shit will fuck you up but it's on par with heroin for how addictive it is. you can also get a really nice opiate buzz from taking a lot of Immodium (loperamide). like 40+ of them. I used to take around 100 at a time and get really fucking high

>>939471808
Oh I've tried the seeds alone, there's barely any effect, though it will ward off the shits during withdrawal. The pods themselves are what works for me, though sometimes the stems have some effect, though not much.

Be careful with the loperamide! at very high doses it can really fuck your heart rhythm. People have died after taking over 300x2mg

>>939469860 (OP)
Im currently looking into opiods for suicide and I have absolutely no social connections so that means no dealer. I wanna get fent due to the price but it may be too dangerous.

How cheap is morphine and how easy is it to find morphine dealers?

>>939472246
Also how do I FIND said dealers

>>939472246
To be honest you probably won't find morphine dealers unless you live in a college town with drug dealing medical students... and besides, many synthetic opioids are stronger so morphine wouldn't be the best choice for that purpose.

>>939472246
I'm not going to do the full "life is worth living!" "suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem!!" routine but I was once standing on a ledge of a 12floor apartment block hoping to jump and end it. My plan was to smoke a cigarette then do it. I decided to have "just one more smoke" untl I had smoked the whole pack, Obviously I didn't jump but it was the most terrifying smoking session I've ever had.

I'm no longer suicidal. Hopefully you'll change your mind eventually too.

>>939469860 (OP)
I enjoyed the morphine but dont take more of it those are signs of weakness for it

I really think its stupid to develop weaknesses for it. Really, really stupid. I didnt develop so much for it cause focused on the trip and be grateful for ehat you get which is the case of any trip

>>939472246
Fent is so retarded I dont see the appeal and since theu talk about 100 times stronger than morphine It never crosses my mind. The overdose plans are quite risky you might survive and suffer or your breathing stops and survive by some wonder nobody can explain, wake up in a hospital. Thats to me the horror in a suicide attempt. Waking up somewhere

OP here, I've topped up with tea and high again. This will make me sound like a new and unusual type of asshole but for those who think opioid users lie on a mattress all day while high - the addicts who do this are wasting it IMO. The last thing I want to do when I'm feeling this good is lie down. I use this time to actually be productive and work on my illustration commissions, do chores or read - because all these activities are far more fun to do when feeling euphoric. I'd post some of my artwork but I don't want to risk the (admittedly small) chance of being identified just in case someone who's paying me doesn't like addicts.

I dug up half my parents front lawn and planted it in opium poppies. It was insane and looking back I can’t believe I did it. Yeah, it’s legal to grow poppies but I was planning the entire time to score them and collect the sap. Didn’t tell my folks that tho.

Funny thing was, after I tried the pod tea. I hated it. I thought it was going to be super fun but I just ended up having a short enjoyable high and the rest of the time I was super sick. And I don’t think it was due to thebaine either.

>>939474486
yeah, the 'lieing on a bed of feathers' myth might be for overdosers cause it gives you power with nice tintelings combined. I compared it with the dentist stuff if he give you a bit to much and youtart losing it a bit but sti are awake/aware as fuck. That with a 4 hours constant and than feeling less every hour. During on morphine youre awake and aware nothing like Jane+Pinkman on heroin. I dont want to know heroin since I know morphine I can kinda figure how it would be but I stay on safe pharma stuff.

>>939474486
but watch out for morphine since youre not an anesthesiologist. Those study very long for you to survive those sedational drugs cause by higher dosages your breathing goes more and more difficult which is insane and weird. It can start during or after your trip. You not able to breathe normally and you feel like dying. Sucks. And its very dangerous

tolerance is terrible wuile getting hooked more
breathing difficulties are terrible
obstipation sucks

the longer term effects are the ones to look out for if you survive it and did not took more and more and than suddenly stopped breathing

>>939474486
post it already

>>939475394
he might OD'ed already

>>939474763
I expect heroin to be that feeling times ten

>>939476380
he OD'ed, lmfao