>listening to bladee
>smoking weed
>rewatching haibane renmei
Dillan, I wonder if we would've worked out if we met at this point of my life? You were my first so it's not worth thinking about anyway. Back then any guy who was remotely nice to me was the love of my life but now I'm guarded and I feel alone. I don't know if I'm lonely anymore.
Now im manic at home typing on 4chan for all the feds to hear.
I'm tired of being depressed I'm trying to let go of it
no more. I dont want it. I dont want my ego.
now I understand that the only way to escape the ego is to face it head on and embrace it with kindness.