Its been over three years but I was almost shot to shit by the AK of a culturally diverse fellow in my city center. Ever since that night my relationships have deteriorated, I have night terrors and cant hold down a steady job. No, I was not always a loser. I am starting to feel like I have some sort of PTSD and need to a: see a therapist, which I cant afford, and b: have some (legal) weapon for home defense, which I also can't afford. My country is "relatively" open minded in this regard though. I'm guessing if I go all gofundme here, you'll tell me to KMS. But I'm kinda lost and don't know what to do, guys. Any recommendations?