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Thank you for the long reply siganon
>How does she react when you tell her you would like to do something else? What else does she do?
She seems disinterested and antsy and when I say I'm going to go, she seems to quickly go back on Warframe after. She has autism so I don't exactly blame her but it's sad. She also talks to her partner and has some VR Chat friends. Before she got into Warframe I would usually watch her play other games or she would show me funny videos that we would have inside jokes about.
>Has she given any reason why? A lot of the time people make the mistake of "I am obviously okay now, I don't need [do thing that made things better] anymore - why are things getting worse?". It's rough to acknowledge such cycles if they happen, or perhaps she has a concrete plan and hopes that after the withdrawal phase wears off she can self regulate better?
She said it made her more emotionally unstable/made it so she got less sleep. She took her first dose again today after I had a heart to heart with her which made me happy. I hope she sticks with it.
>So you detach when people get too close in friendships and hyper attach in romantic settings. Can you expand upon those feelings of suffocation?
Yes, I'm not exactly sure how to put it into words, but it feels the same way as when you feel uncomfortable and scrunch up your shoulders and face and feel your chest tighten. It makes me want to push them away and get away from them.
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