1.5 months back he brutally mocked Indians and called them servants. I was bad mood that day when I saw I became angry and performed the death ritual on him. Next day I was fine again and didnt thought much of it.

Now he died. I didn't mean to killed him, I was just angry.

I'm sorry to his family. I didn't wanted to kill him just curse with bad luck(like missed plane or bird shit on him or something). My grandfather was a Pandit and once I saw him do this for some other family that contact him and pay the price he was very angry and made me promise not to do it for anyone since it is very powerful force even he don't completely understood it. I didn't knowed how powerful, I didn't even believed it would do anything I was just venting.

It shouldn't even have worked it is very random and depends on if any evil spirit is listening and in mood to help. 9/10 times it doesn't even work and you have to sacrifice very dear things to attract the spirit attention. It wasn't supposed to work forst time only.

I'm very sorry. Only his family forgiveness can saved me now those who perform black magic can never get moksh and are denied entry to Swarg lok. Without his family forgiveness(verbal and in person) I will never go to heaven and suffer for million years!

How do I contact his family and say sorry. Please giv contact no or address I will put all my saving(I'm very poor) and travel to America to say sorry and get forgiveness.