>saw bright lights in the corner of my eye when i was younger
>hear my voice being called when i hear a lot of "static" sounds (radio static, rain, etc.)
>heard a chorus for a second a few days ago in the middle of the night
>felt a grasshoper climb my leg, TOUCHED IT for a second, but when i looked at where it was supposed to be, it was nowhere in sight
>family has history of schizophrenia and psychotic breaks
>symptoms for schizophrenia usually start developing in early adulthood (my age)
is this it bros? i don't think i'll be able to handle this life if so. i can't live a normal life even while being sane. at least if i'm right and i'm actually going schizo this settles the tranny thoughts, because there's no way in hell i'm transitioning with a schizophrenia diagnosis. the joke would be writing itself.
i'm tired.