>>82131553
This is blatantly untrue. I see dudes with gfs at the "nerdy" interest stores all the time. My sister is marrying a guy who's full into 40k and vidya. There's women in tabletop, in anime cons, you name it. Some are there for attention, sure, but they're there nonetheless. They still find guys they like and date/fuck them. These guys are the most conventionally attractive in the group, but they can also be really into whatever hobby that is being used to justify gaslighting ugly men into thinking it's their fault no women like them. Quitting MTG, legos or whatever else won't make you taller, more handsome or better built.
This is all a betabux ploy. Can't have men enjoy things. That time and money needs to be taxed to subsidize women, and it is never enough.

>no friends since elementary school
>unintentional intimidating aura
>can't fake a smile
>too dumb to chat about most things in depth
>have a hard time understanding group dynamics, jokes usually fly over my head
>no long term goals or aspirations, no significant interest in anything
>hate talking to anyone because of everything listed above but am dying of loneliness
What is wrong with me? I've talked to a few psychiatrists over the years, they just tell me I have anxiety and depression and immediately push medication. I've been this way my entire life and I'm almost 30. Is it even worth getting diagnosed at this point?