>no friends since elementary school
>unintentional intimidating aura
>can't fake a smile
>too dumb to chat about most things in depth
>have a hard time understanding group dynamics, jokes usually fly over my head
>no long term goals or aspirations, no significant interest in anything
>hate talking to anyone because of everything listed above but am dying of loneliness
What is wrong with me? I've talked to a few psychiatrists over the years, they just tell me I have anxiety and depression and immediately push medication. I've been this way my entire life and I'm almost 30. Is it even worth getting diagnosed at this point?
>unintentional intimidating aura
>can't fake a smile
>too dumb to chat about most things in depth
>have a hard time understanding group dynamics, jokes usually fly over my head
>no long term goals or aspirations, no significant interest in anything
>hate talking to anyone because of everything listed above but am dying of loneliness
What is wrong with me? I've talked to a few psychiatrists over the years, they just tell me I have anxiety and depression and immediately push medication. I've been this way my entire life and I'm almost 30. Is it even worth getting diagnosed at this point?