>>83054331
>Is it because of your inattention?
mostly, yeah. but also because i lack the motivation to get better at things
>maybe you plateau quickly as well?
i suppose. maybe im average at a lot of things but never good at anything
>>83054331
>expected you to be a hard worker
i am if im working on something i believe in or like
>Why did you get fired?
they just had too many employees and couldnt pay them all so they cut oof the dead weight
>you're like thinking about other stuff then it probably won't work
i suppose. maybe i just dont have a big enough imagination for it in general
>Feel free to pick my brain apart
well im trying... it's not easy to understand honestly...
>change that and experience more highs
im glad to hear that anone! pain is indeed a main thing about life and we have to experience it no matter what anyway...
>all just kind of whatever.
that's depression for you i suppose. makes everything seem unimportant
>>83054588
>think of it that way
i suppose ill try. i tend to be way too harsh on myself and i can't really help it
>still better than none right?
maybe? it could make things worse like i said. these people play with your feelings pretty much and i dont trust them at all.
>and not to be interrogated
that's how it feels to me though. and i think they are going to interrogate me if i mention that i want to die and everything.
>I wish there were something better to do sigh
yeah me too... what can you do. that wine sucked. im never drinking it again. good night anone!
>>83055447
anything you want to talk about!
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>>82842952
hello anon!
>the girl
aw man that's awful. sorry to hear. i hope it's not bothering you too much. also, are you the same anon that was trying to learn the kerry song last week? i gave it a shot and it's pretty fun to learn
>>82843403
there ain't much to share. i just got yelled at a lot at school and it sucked, along with uhm... old memories coming back to me. it was a bad week, but not THAT bad of a week, i guess you could say.
>>82843077
>too paranoid about my tooth health
is there anything you're not paranoid about anon?
>Do we have it, and if so, to what extent?
i think we all have free will, at least after we grow out from being kids. i don't really get the idea that we don't have it. i mean sure, we may live in certain ways that condition us to do certain things, but there's always guys doing crazy stuff no one expects. if that's not free will i don't know what is.
>used to care too much
anone, i still do care too much. about the wrong things, mostly when it comes to people. im on 2 extremes at all times. i either don't care, or care too much. it is very anxiety inducing yes, i hate it.
>urge to say quotes
yeah i get that too and i say stronghold quotes too sometimes. mostly the archer ones. but "wood needed" whenever i need a big spoon also is pretty fun to say
>You don't daydream though right?
i don't, because my attention span is too low to imagine the same thing for more than a few seconds. your imagination is still probably better than mine. how well can you imagine something? does it feel real?
>a bunch of other things randomly appear too and get in the way?
yeah. no matter if how i hard i try to focus on something, there's always something external chiming in. same with thoughts.
>pretending to care
fake it till you make it
>so you should too!
wah... okay fine...
>self-doubt
i guess. it feels everything im doing im just doing it for the sake of doing something, not because i actually want it
hello anon!
>the girl
aw man that's awful. sorry to hear. i hope it's not bothering you too much. also, are you the same anon that was trying to learn the kerry song last week? i gave it a shot and it's pretty fun to learn
>>82843403
there ain't much to share. i just got yelled at a lot at school and it sucked, along with uhm... old memories coming back to me. it was a bad week, but not THAT bad of a week, i guess you could say.
>>82843077
>too paranoid about my tooth health
is there anything you're not paranoid about anon?
>Do we have it, and if so, to what extent?
i think we all have free will, at least after we grow out from being kids. i don't really get the idea that we don't have it. i mean sure, we may live in certain ways that condition us to do certain things, but there's always guys doing crazy stuff no one expects. if that's not free will i don't know what is.
>used to care too much
anone, i still do care too much. about the wrong things, mostly when it comes to people. im on 2 extremes at all times. i either don't care, or care too much. it is very anxiety inducing yes, i hate it.
>urge to say quotes
yeah i get that too and i say stronghold quotes too sometimes. mostly the archer ones. but "wood needed" whenever i need a big spoon also is pretty fun to say
>You don't daydream though right?
i don't, because my attention span is too low to imagine the same thing for more than a few seconds. your imagination is still probably better than mine. how well can you imagine something? does it feel real?
>a bunch of other things randomly appear too and get in the way?
yeah. no matter if how i hard i try to focus on something, there's always something external chiming in. same with thoughts.
>pretending to care
fake it till you make it
>so you should too!
wah... okay fine...
>self-doubt
i guess. it feels everything im doing im just doing it for the sake of doing something, not because i actually want it
>>81627284
>I just can't get enough of sugar!
you might just get a heart attack though..
>Bought sum drinks.
sigh. will you ever learn? are you teeth doing okay also?
>>81627431
>Idk alcohol is just the bigger devil2me
were you addicted to it? ive heard some pretty scary stories about it and thats why i do my best to not consume too much
>>81627483
>You seriously think alcohol has a lower addictive potential than weed?
i have no idea anon, i've never smoked a cig or a blunt in my life. i drank a beer and some wine occasionally, and i never really had an urge to do it again. only if im really really down in a terrible mood.
>>81627682
>i'm a software developer, working mostly with back-ends right now
what kind of software would you like to develop?
>>81628189
sleep is such a scam honestly. we have to sleep half our lives and if we dont do it good then there's awful repercussions. we should just find a way to evolve and stay awake always. maybe that would make everyone go insane though.
>>81630951
in the summer?
>I just can't get enough of sugar!
you might just get a heart attack though..
>Bought sum drinks.
sigh. will you ever learn? are you teeth doing okay also?
>>81627431
>Idk alcohol is just the bigger devil2me
were you addicted to it? ive heard some pretty scary stories about it and thats why i do my best to not consume too much
>>81627483
>You seriously think alcohol has a lower addictive potential than weed?
i have no idea anon, i've never smoked a cig or a blunt in my life. i drank a beer and some wine occasionally, and i never really had an urge to do it again. only if im really really down in a terrible mood.
>>81627682
>i'm a software developer, working mostly with back-ends right now
what kind of software would you like to develop?
>>81628189
sleep is such a scam honestly. we have to sleep half our lives and if we dont do it good then there's awful repercussions. we should just find a way to evolve and stay awake always. maybe that would make everyone go insane though.
>>81630951
in the summer?