I really want to be isekai'd

I haven't enjoyed life since I was 12, its all just grey to me. I wish to go to a forever slumber, life isn't fair.

>Dream career
>School has 20% acceptance rate

I'm not going to make it....

You think it'd be okay if I asked a hooker to just spend the time hugging instead of sex? I'm willing to pay the 150 or whatever it'll cost. I've never had sex or been with a hooker before, and I don't want sex.

I just want to sit on a bed & hug someone for a long time in silence.