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Anonymous No.82121366 [Report] >>82121382 >>82121413 >>82122251
I haven't enjoyed life since I was 12, its all just grey to me. I wish to go to a forever slumber, life isn't fair.
Anonymous No.82121382 [Report]
>>82121366 (OP)
i have found joy in being constantly stressed and overworked recently, almost in a masochistic way
Anonymous No.82121413 [Report] >>82121437
>>82121366 (OP)
Ive been depressed and wanted to die since I was 13.
Growing up terminally online does that to you.
Anonymous No.82121437 [Report] >>82121462
>>82121413
Can I ask why you haven't killed yourself yet? For me it used to be that I didn't want to make my mother sad, but I don't care about that anymore. Nowadays its just a sense of emptiness, I feel like I'm already dead. I am completely apathetic to life, suicide is just something I'm too tired to do. Its easier to just be alive and do nothing than to die as of now.
Anonymous No.82121462 [Report]
>>82121437
Pretty much for the reasons you stated and that suicide just leads to nothingness, its just over.

I'm miserable but I prefer something to nothing.
Anonymous No.82122251 [Report]
>>82121366 (OP)
i used to be on suicide watch for years, up to 4x/day for 6 months straight