37 yo here. Can confirm, and this is not just a current thing, this has been going on downhill since I remember. At least in Argentina since the 90s

As somebody who was raised deeply catholic and also gullible I always tried to follow Jesus, put the other cheek, seek friendship with the enemy instead of conflict, have compassion, etc...

NOTHING
EVER
WORKED

Pretty much the opposite. The more humane and kind you are, the more cruel people are with you. At least here. I also have a heart surgery and most people knew about it, not even that stopped people from being violent with me, encouraging me to suicide, etc.

I no loner understand what's going on with people. Back then I always justified it all religiously (it's God testing me, it's punishment, karma, etc) but then you realize the utmost evil is never punished. I'm also a victim of psychological abuse at a church institution.

I'm no longer a believer, of course. I'm a shut in nowadays who only takes care of his business and my parents. When they die I'm killing myself. I see no light in the future

It's not my idea to put you youngsters down, just sharing briefly my take to let you know you're not alone. This world is definitely insane and it's been going on for a long time