i can't cope. i've tried but it just hurts too much every day. i started hrt at 15, i made the choice to free myself, but the adults around me stopped me and chose to throw away my life. it's been a continuous march of rot and pain since i came out at 14. the path of suffering and mutilation

i can sort of cope with some of my childhood because i soulpassed so hard i was basically raised as a girl until puberty. but everyday now i look back at photos of me when i got estrogen the first time and cry... i was so happy and hopeful and my body was so unmutilated. i don't know how to cope