Fatty Contest
Makimas Footstool
120.65kg

It happened... My family invited me to a bbq. I swear that I avoided most foods there, they had a potato/mayo salad there that looked delicious, I didn't eat a single bite out of it. They had farofa there(Brazilian dish made with cassava flour and butter, >4kcal/gram), didn't eat it. Didn't drink soda either, only water. Refused candy, refused dessert. I thought I stayed under TDEE. It was my OMAD, I fasted the day before, I ate less than everyone else there, including my thin family members, but I still gained 1.45kg. Like what in the actual fuck. Maybe I cope and say that "my glicogen reserves were depleted, maybe it's just water" or whatever the fuck, but I know I spend the whole week losing that extra weight, shit ain't water. So great, I could be like 118kg now, but I'm only 120kg, I only lost like less than 2kg this week because of sheer stupidity.

At least now I know what happens if I try to eat real human food, I just get fat. Not only did I not lose 0.3kg for the day, but I gained 1.45kg, so it's +1.75kg that I had to spend the whole week losing. CICOtards will say I ate more than TDEE, yeah, sure, 1.75kg more, what's that, 3000kcal + 13125kcal = 15000kcal? YEAH, surely I ate 15 fucking thousand calories in that lunch. -.-

I'll write off as an experiment. I have been feeling dreadful and sad the whole week. At least I know I will never do it again, because I never want to look at my graph for the whole week and see that I'm 2kg heavier than I should be just because I went to that stupid ass family gathering. It is not worth at all.

Fuck my life. At least now I have fully lost it, should be back on track.