I am a inferior man
My mother did drugs/smoked/drinking when i was in her womb

I am 5ft7
My bone structure is very small, girls have bigger heads than me
I look feminine

I am also feminine because i had 2 relationships and all the girls said i act too passive/i don t lead and that i am to clingy


I am afraid to lead because i don t know how and i can t act masculine/dominant because other man would beat me up if i try to fake a tough guy image

i never had a friend in my life

Iq 140 mensa tested but lack of motivation to do anything because i won t ever be loved by a woman for who i am

I feel like an inferior man.
My mother used drugs, smoked, and drank alcohol while I was still in her womb.

I am only 5ft7, with a very small bone structure. Some girls even have bigger heads than me. My appearance leans toward the feminine side.

My behavior does too. I have only had two relationships, and both women told me I was too passive, that I do not take the lead, and that I am overly clingy.

I am afraid to lead because I do not know how. I cannot convincingly act masculine or dominant, since other men would see through it and probably humiliate me for pretending to be tough.

I have never had a friend in my entire life.

I do have an IQ of 140, verified by Mensa, but I lack any motivation to achieve something, knowing I will never be loved by a woman for who I truly am.I feel like an inferior man.
My mother used drugs, smoked, and drank alcohol while I was still in her womb.

I am only 5'7, with a very small bone structure. Some girls even have bigger heads than me. My appearance leans toward the feminine side.

My behavior does too. I have only had two relationships, and both women told me I was too passive, that I do not take the lead, and that I am overly clingy.

I am afraid to lead because I do not know how. I cannot convincingly act masculine or dominant, since other men would see through it and probably humiliate me for pretending to be tough.

I have never had a friend in my entire life.

I do have an IQ of 140, verified by Mensa, but I lack any motivation to achieve something, knowing I will never be loved by a woman for who I truly am.