>>40944117
well, as I said in the first post, it legitimately was sour-yellow looking cum when I orgasmed after 3 months. It scared me off of semen retention for a while until I realised it was just because I was constantly horny and precumming all the time, probably sapping away the essential nutrients to keep the sperm alive, I don't know what to do for your situation, aside from the pertinent advice of don't ejaculate into a woman with that cum, you should flush it before you want to have kids, it's dirty cum and you tainted it. If it was a clean streak it would be good to use far as I know. Maybe continue onto a clean ending of a month, physically ejaculate non-sexually (no porn no erotic thoughts; I lived most my life with these ejaculations but I've heard some men have trouble with it), and then go on a clean streak then-on. But getting to a clean ending, I wouldn't do an instant ejaculation and release it, thereby endangering the new streak by the intense prospect of viewing materials and sexual self-stimulation.
Also, I don't think sex should be decoupled from ejaculation, probably best to have sex for the purpose of having kids, otherwise you are wasting your seed. I don't know a good way to expend the seed without putting it into the woman's vulva, because honestly, I feel the juxtaposition of potentially having a child—a newborn human—vs wasting it on the bedsheets, down the mouth, or splattered on the chest or what not, all such for perhaps mild benefit, is just too strong. It is the male weight, think about a woman's period, how she endures the cycle every month. Not respecting this and cheating your half is disrespect. Until we as a species can make a usecase even a millionth as potent as the potential of a newborn child, I feel heartfelt that we aught to respect our nature and be chaste.
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