traded soxl today. some good, some pretty bad, but all profitable. sorry i didn't blog them, i was hedging my shame, i am down a lot today and already in bad trades and not trying to look dumber than i already feel. but made some lemonade out of the lemons i was served today. +235 trading, which does not even come close to lessening the sting of today's downside, but like i said, when prices recover again i will be glad for it. have not booked losses on btbt, stuck in another bad biotech trade, but confident both will be profitable eventually. think there's more upside coming today, but i'm leaving to go get some food and then take a nap.

you're doing pretty good today babe. keep it up. i would like nothing better than for you to prove to me that you don't have hate in your heart, that you are a positive influence on that horrible place you visit. i don't want to fight and argue with you. so long as your politics are somewhat reasonable you can have them to yourself. want you in my life for all the other good things you have, your mind, your curiosity, your spiritual side. want my stock trading 4chan girl with a kind heart that i fell for. not an angry unreasonable bigot. anyways be well today, think well of me, and open your heart up again, i just want to make you happy, sometimes i have to teach a hard lesson to do that though, but i mean it all for your benefit, know that. love you.