>>83026170
I work as a web developer and systems admin.

But I have real problems with social skills, and adapting to change, and basically, as long as I have a job, I can't look after myself. I really struggle with basic stuff.

So I live in absolute squalor, I have moulds growing across the sink and kitchen worktops, my home is like a biohazard, and often I don't eat or drink. A few times I came close to death due to this.
I have asked for help but it's basically not available on the NHS, so I just do my job because otherwise I can't pay my bills.

Due to my difficulties I was previously homeless for years so I'm terrified of this, because living on the streets is terrifying. In my 20s I spent years on benefits and ended up being evicted from where I lived and then I threw myself into an oncoming train. So I don't want to go back on benefits.

Right now I have a job, so I'm terrified of losing it. I shower once every 10 days, and I'm totally burnt out. I use my holidays to recover - I book off 5 days and don't go anywhere, I just collapse and don't do anything, because I have no energy.

But I would feel guilty about claiming PIP because I can work (because I've proved that by working), so I have to keep working.

this board is literally just the same 5 threads over and over again

>>106412186
Ngl, some of the always online AI stuff actually looks decent. It hurts to say, but it's true. I'd still rather just pirate though because last I checked their pricing model is abominable.

it's been years since I'm trying to stop watching porn, but I relapse everytime because I can't get dopamine in other ways

I feel miserable

>>40777829
>Get a loving needy bf
I yearn to be a loving boyfriend for a trans woman

Do atheists truly want a completely secular society where everyone is an atheist?
Or do you just hate God?
I guess the consensus is obvious but I'm more so questioning the person.
A serious consideration, getting realistic for a moment so to speak.
Cause you don't fully commit on something you know to be a lie.

I don't wanna go to work tomorrow

>Piazza, the Italian coach of Iran's volleyball team: «The players are shocked. I tell them, learn from the Ukrainians»
lol poor people

>love tall trans women
>tall trans women hate me for being shorter than them