>to start this off, I'm gonna js talk abt my relationship with my father, I know it's no one's business really, but I think it's good for me to get it out there someway
>For context: dad and I were much closer when I was around age 3-4, he was around more often and talked to me and my mom more, and it was an avg-ish relationship for a child and their father.
>Now when I was around age 7-8 (i think) my dad left and moved to California. I was affected by this, I didn't have anyone to talk to about this, I was constantly online playing games or on youtube, my mom was stressed with work and personal drama with herself, and friends at school were, well school friends, not the type to really have any good insight into what I'm feeling, so I kept it all to myself. To make this perfectly clear, yes I am upset, I am confused, I am troubled, and I am (still) sad about my father leaving. When he left, I assumed he would visit a lot more than he did, and he did, kinda, he visited maybe 3 times every year, sometimes 4 if he wasn't busy, he made maybe 2-3 of my birthday parties after he left and kept a somewhat-consistent form of communication with me on discord. While many claim I was affected in a multitude of negative ways, I want to explain how I feel I was affected the most.

>I was forced to grow up without a father.
>I was an anchor for my mom's emotions at times when she was struggling with work.
>I was put online with no supervision or protection at a young age.
>I was stripped of a sincere relationship with my own father.
>I did not talk to people for days after he left. I was moody. I was confused, I was lazy. I felt as if I didrft matter to my own father. No child that age should feel this way, there is no excuse for it. Ever.

>to start this off, I'm gonna js talk abt my relationship with my father, I know it's no one's business really, but I think it's good for me to get it out there someway
>For context: dad and I were much closer when I was around age 3-4, he was around more often and talked to me and my mom more, and it was an avg-ish relationship for a child and their father.
>Now when I was around age 7-8 (i think) my dad left and moved to California. I was affected by this, I didn't have anyone to talk to about this, I was constantly online playing games or on youtube, my mom was stressed with work and personal drama with herself, and friends at school were, well school friends, not the type to really have any good insight into what I'm feeling, so I kept it all to myself. To make this perfectly clear, yes I am upset, I am confused, I am troubled, and I am (still) sad about my father leaving. When he left, I assumed he would visit a lot more than he did, and he did, kinda, he visited maybe 3 times every year, sometimes 4 if he wasn't busy, he made maybe 2-3 of my birthday parties after he left and kept a somewhat-consistent form of communication with me on discord. While many claim I was affected in a multitude of negative ways, I want to explain how I feel I was affected the most.

>I was forced to grow up without a father.
>I was an anchor for my mom's emotions at times when she was struggling with work.
>I was put online with no supervision or protection at a young age.
>I was stripped of a sincere relationship with my own father.
>I did not talk to people for days after he left. I was moody. I was confused, I was lazy. I felt as if I didrft matter to my own father. No child that age should feel this way, there is no excuse for it. Ever.

>>213562255
nie poszedłem na wesele najlepszego kumpla z dzieciństwa bo mi się nie chciało iść

>>213027708
>to dobrze
postanowione, od dziś nie golę sutów